Motivation...

It's a sneaky little sucker. And I'm just wondering where it's gone in my life? Now I'm certainly not saying I'm never motivated. Merely that it's not with me the way that it could be or even should be.

My discontent with work will have to be pushed aside. (Funny enough, that's the one area I'm more motivated in than any other. Always doing everything possible to get the job done during the day, and improving the work where I can. Don't get me wrong... I'm incredibly grateful for this career. Everything it's taught me, the people that have been brought into my life because of it, and the amazing opportunities that have presented themselves to me because of it. Most importantly: the chance to travel, and purchasing my first home.) Back to the discontent part... Yes, I do overall like my job and the work I do. But I leave most days feeling unfulfilled. My entire youth was spent playing music, and now my adulthood is spent day after day with computers and spreadsheets. Somedays I find myself lost and in need of that creative outlet.

So... blogging it is. Mostly for myself. Not so much for others at this point. Because truly, the last year has been filled with the most fantastic moments, new experiences, and things that I never want to forget.

So, I'll write to remember. Push myself now, to have something to look back on in the future.


Oh please help me stay MOTIVATED.